An almost END.

There i was at serangoon bus interchange.
Perched precariously on the railing,
Tears trickling down my cheeks.

People streamed cluelessly pass me,
my face getting more stained by the minute.

He came out of nowhere
while i hastily hid my sorrow.
Asked me for directions,
then offered me with a treat.
"i belanja kopi?"

Haha funny how an innocent psychotic ahpek
Can grant you a moment of happiness.

Ive never been able to stay sad over a long period of time.
My disappointments are usually shortlived.
It'll take ALOT to love myself the way i used to again.

Ive done it countless of times
And i'll try it again.
Erase every single memory,
Start over anew.

I dont think you love me.
Cause if you do,
you'd never let this happen.
Its happening.

I taught you how to love,
you taught me how to grieve.

My love's not perfect. YET.