We defeated AJC.
That brings us one step closer to a medal.
To being in the top 4 A'div nationals.
All we have to do is make sure we win TJC.
And we wun have to worry so much anymore.
All those crazy intervals, all those night trainings.
It'll be paid off.
We'll get a medal, WE WILL:)
Our victory was MY failure.
I performed TERRIBLY
in the last quarter.
Maybe i let my emotions conquered my mind.
It invaded my mental space
Clawing away at my sense of focus like a venom.
Uncontented till it finally managed to achieve destruction
I saw the netball goal swimming in my vision
I really felt the world swirling.
I couldnt gauge the strength needed to put the shot in.
i released the ball, it flew over the stupid damn hole.
That was how badly i played at Ajc's match last quarter
To make matters worse
Lots of my dear cedar juniors were there.
I heard them encouraging
I felt i disappointed myself, them.
It was just humiliating.
HAIX. and then after it was over,
The feeling of 'rindu ness' washed over me like a menacing tide
I wanted him so badly.
I wanted to hug somebody,
I wanted comfort so around 6plus PM
after a gruelling and tiring day,
i proceeded to make a one hour trip all the way to tampines
Just to seek comfort from one person i've been missing so terribly.
Oh, he made me feel better alright.
For a moment i felt happy again.
Why cant you just be strong for me?
That brings us one step closer to a medal.
To being in the top 4 A'div nationals.
All we have to do is make sure we win TJC.
And we wun have to worry so much anymore.
All those crazy intervals, all those night trainings.
It'll be paid off.
We'll get a medal, WE WILL:)
Our victory was MY failure.
I performed TERRIBLY
in the last quarter.
Maybe i let my emotions conquered my mind.
It invaded my mental space
Clawing away at my sense of focus like a venom.
Uncontented till it finally managed to achieve destruction
I saw the netball goal swimming in my vision
I really felt the world swirling.
I couldnt gauge the strength needed to put the shot in.
i released the ball, it flew over the stupid damn hole.
That was how badly i played at Ajc's match last quarter
To make matters worse
Lots of my dear cedar juniors were there.
I heard them encouraging
I felt i disappointed myself, them.
It was just humiliating.
HAIX. and then after it was over,
The feeling of 'rindu ness' washed over me like a menacing tide
I wanted him so badly.
I wanted to hug somebody,
I wanted comfort so around 6plus PM
after a gruelling and tiring day,
i proceeded to make a one hour trip all the way to tampines
Just to seek comfort from one person i've been missing so terribly.
Oh, he made me feel better alright.
For a moment i felt happy again.
Why cant you just be strong for me?
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