CHANGE.

I want to. So badly.

I realise I've beeen really really stupid and ignorant.
I took everything for granted.
Life, God, myself, Love.

Every decision i made,
every path i chose to undertake,
obviously came with a consequence.
And ive been IGNORANT.

I blatantly chose to be bad.
And thats the worse part.
Even when i know its wrong

i still chose to do it.
I heck the consequences.

That isnt what i want to become.
I want to become someone with a heart of gold.
A strong beautiful character.
Full of conviction, faith and believe.
Wise, compassionate and forgiving.
A genuinely good soul.


I know it takes GUTS to accomplish such,

but i pray to Allah the Almighty Being,
please please please give me the strength,
Guide me with your wisdom and patience,
Lift me from the ground i have fallen on,
Grant me with your love.

Because im ready.

IM READY TO CHANGE.