Rejection

And retribution comes flying back to smack me in the face.

Ive never been good at handling rejection
I guess thats why it hurts so bad
To come to terms with a pain you're not familiar with

Does rejection make you stronger?
Or does it shun you away?
Does it slay you to the ground,
OR does it make you fight back?
Does it harden your heart?

Why do i still desire to meet you whenever i can
Irregardless of exhaustion, of commitments
Why why why DO i feel that you matter most in my life
That you're my priority above all else

Indifference's my ultimate objective.
Like i said, I friggin as hell
wun let any guy push me around like that.
And love is more than the mere sayings of "i love you"
The race isnt over yet.

Looks like it's still as painful to be in love
I should let my heart wear an armor.
For protection.
From YOU.