i wana judge my life..

ima difficult individual
stubborn-hearted, idealistic and ignorant
but i believe those core characteristics
are those traits one have to have in life
to survive

im the type who brand other normal average people as
TYPICAL
i file them into that category
but refuse to acknowledge the fact that everyone is special in their own way
they live life for each of their own purpose
and their defining meanings DIFFER



an infinite numer of goals, targets, Dreams
exist in this universe
but how many of them actually DO come true?



do u judge one's quality of life through achievements
or level of satisfaction, happiness?
or do u grade life looking at
the memories accumulated through those years?

But me, ME.
i want to judge my life
with the knowledge that
i have left behind 'markS '
may it be help in the form of advice
or physical guidance for those less fortunate

i want to judge my life
by knowing for a fact
that i have left a legacy for my beloved future generation
to follow and further improve on

i want to judge my life
being 100% affirmative
that i have found the right soulmate
fate has chosen for me

i want to judge my life
realising
that the path to perfection
hinges on accepting oneself COMPLETELY
every part of the being
every hole
every corner
one whole soul

i want to judge my life
by looking
at how much i LOVE me

once, one achieves that peak of enlightenment, everything ends.
and i'll know for sure i've reached the destination.
where time doesnt exist.
only blissful eternity where theres only
love, MY love, and me;)

ambitious i know.
but thats fadiiiilah!