Ancient Suckass

Cmon blog dun die on me

dun die dun die dun die dun die dun die

dun go extinct puhleasseee

hmmm lets seee, lotsa things have happened these past few months

namely my screwed-up CT[midyears]

and me getting grounded for behaving like alousy lazy piggy

and when i say i screwed up

i MEAN it.

the most lousiest grades/scores i have ever gotten in my entire life

hmmm besides my midyear results in sec 4 uh

and when i wonder about the root of my "stupid grades"

i cant stop relating it to boys

enough said.

Is happiness relevant in life?

isit a sin to be happy?

what if u cant curb that desire to be happy 100% of the time?

does that mean u have a disease?

a happiness-deficiet syndrome?

do i do i do i do i?

INSENSITIVITY.

am i taking the things im blessed with for GRANTED?

i know i know some of my companions may feel i dont treasure the sacrifiiices they have so

selflessly made for me.

but its not that i dont, i doooooooooooooooooooooooo

i dunno how to express my gratitude

or maybe i brand these sacrifices as acts of pamperings?

When one is gifted with all the love they can ever get,

how do one respond?

How do u treat ppl who are crazily infatuated or in love with you?

Answers, answers, answers i need answers