Niksy-ing

So i went NIKITA-ing today
:)

Niks called me and woke me up at 9
and nagged like a raggedy old granma
for me to get ready and get my ass to the bus stop
Went to potongpasir to end up in lil INDIA
-maybe she was expecting to run into ppl?-
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee A.S
then we filled our tummies at lil india
and drank yummy yummy lassie
we talked and talked and talked just like old times
and she managed to drag me to tpjc
where i SELIT into her indian dance class
funn funnn. an intersting nice outing=)




hhmmmmm..
SUPERFICIALITY.
i bet it exists everywhere
i mean like duhhh
it DOES exist everywhere
noticced it since a long time back
those judgements that occur in society
the Categorisation
So do i think i AM superficial?
honestly,
i rate myself as 56.5% superficial
ok fine i admit
i AM superficial to an extent
but theres always that other 43.5% part of me=/

I cant seem to be happy
knowing that im not with the BEST
or at least like one of the good ones
i feel as if i brought down my standards
that i stooped and compromised
just because im:
COWARDLY
i absolutely refuse to get hurt
i ran away from 'the challenge'
and settled for a SAFE option
even if the one i compromised with
is not as good as one shld be

This is all retribution.
from straying from the path
from going against all the promises and vows i made to myself
Its never too late to remedy the situation
its NEVER too late




i pray for faith,
i pray for hope.
Allah,
please be with me
Let me be LOVE,
and let love be ME.