SEMESTER 1 IS COMING CLOSE TO AN END.
(Its currently exam period.)
So many and I mean it, so MANY lapses in time have passed by.
One day before, I was anxiously waiting and continuously praying to Allah
for a chance at attaining my ambition.
And the next, it was already granted.
And here i am at the beginning of a new chapter of adventure in life;
in NUS studying Nursing.
Before mentioning about anything else,
I really wish to extend my utmost and deepest
appreciation and thanks to the Creator of all Beings.
I knew if i stayed strong and persevered in the name of love and faith,
I'd get there, I'd take off and fly:)
Thank you so much for being there for me, protecting me, believing in me
and loving me.
Bismillahirahmanirahim,
In the name of Allah, yang Maha Megasihani dan yang lebih Menyayangi.
Its phenomenal how EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
I used to feel that blogging was a waste of time;
a timid excuse to vent negative opinions and personal self-complaints.
But look at how much it has done for me;
I can personally read and trace my character development in a timeline.
I can go all the way back to my earlier posts and smile in amusement at my young self;
as I read and recall the times of negativity, helplessness, frustration and sorrows.
But one thing struck me the most,
I realized that even if I was caked in mud, struggling to get up from the ground,
or even lying trapped in a pit engulfed in temporary darkness,
I have never failed to provide myself with constant encouragement, support and faith.
At the end of every setback,
I would always tell myself that I could do it,
that I should never give up, never quit or say no,
that i WOULD CHANGE.
and I did. I did. I've changed.
I've changed for the better:)
Im on the right track towards truth,
towards achieving enlightenment,
achieving self-love and being a good soul.
To Allah's grace I shall return and no force can ever stop me from fulfilling that.
Because I am Love and Love is Me.
