Everything happens for a reason.

When I fall,
it happens for a reason.

When I'm rejected,
it happens for a reason.

When I'm dissapointed,
it happens for a reason.

When I hurt,
it happens for a reason.



When I'm given a second chance,
it happens for a reason.



Make the reason happen.

Why is it so easy for someone
to get bounded by worldly affairs?

Popularity, fame, wealth, enjoyment.
A sense of temporary happiness.

Its simple for one to get deceived.
When recgonition, status, respect,
gets dangled in front of one's eyes.
we instantly get turned into
'starving bears reaching for honey'
(teehee what an analogy)

hmmm, i guess what im saying is
that
its a phase.




Im still realising.

I really hate to disappoint, I do.
Because I know disappoinment.
Oh I know it so well.

And as far as it goes,
Ive always strived to avoid getting disappointed.
But who am I kidding right.
The more you run from it,
the harder you'd get hit.

I know as much as I've been
the 'disappointed' ,
I've been the 'disappointer' as well.
And I'm through with apologising.
Because I know, I make up for it.
I fix it.

I hate to see someone sad or
to know that someone's crying
as a result of my actions.
My whole being cringes,
Guilt engulfs me.
I shrink from the very thought
of being an antoganist.

But there are situations that are inevitable.
Not exactly the kinds that are impossible to stop.
Just those that happen,
because of my weaknesses.
My negative traits.

So especially to those who have yet to understand me well,
please guide me and correct me when i disappoint.
Please dont take it personally,
dont take it the wrong way:/



Flip my pages, maybe that'll help:)